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Thursday, 12 June 2014

Weekly Blog 20

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Prom is tomorrow and I am freaking out.

I dont know what to do with my hair, tia is doing my makeup, I need to paint my nails but I work tonight so painting them before work totally defeats the purpose.

Wow, this is also my last blog post for grade 11.

Overall I think this has been a great year, other than math first semester and chem second. All of my classes have been filled with great people who I enjoy being around and for the most part I have no complaints about teachers.

I am super pumped for senior year and hopefully the student council enchances the little things thus making it the best year yet.

Weekly Blog 19

I cannot wait. The semester is almost over and that means I'm free. Well free from school, I still have to coach, work at food basics and the golf course.

I also cannot wait to sleep in during summer days considering my lack of sleep is getting to me.

Tan, sleep, work out, work, coach soccer and eat is pretty much what my summer will consist of. Also a trip to Newfoundland to visit my family, a trip to Toronto for a Jays game and finally a little cross baorder shopping in Buffalo! Woohoooo!

Overall the idea that I do not have to walk into school, with constant thoughts running through the back of my head "another long day" "quiz third block" "weight room in gym" "hockey after school" is pure perfection to me.
 

Wednesday, 11 June 2014

RAFT #2

R.A.F.T
Role: Myself as a Writer Audience: Movie Agent/Director Format: Memo 
Theme: Violence and Sexism in the Book
Sent to: Movie Agency
Sent from: Writer Alicia Hillier
Topic: Violence and Sexism in "Of Mice and Men"

           In the novel, Of Mice and Men, there are several different aspects of behavior that must be looked at very carefully and understood in depth in order for there to be an accurate portrayal of the novel. The first of these is the violence in the book and how it must be portrayed. Normally violence in movies is quite brutal and is usually gruesome and the characters are evil and bloodthirsty. However in Of Mice and Men the violence often has a different and unique tone to it that actors really must account for in a movie portrayal. Another aspect of the book that must be interpreted in the right way is the sexism in the book, which at that time was something that was very prevalent. With Curly's wife, she must be a strong but sensitive female that has large hopes and dreams, that are restricted due to the sexism by the men in the novel. 
           The violence in the book is something that is very important to the development of several characters and must be considered when acting out scenes in a movie. For someone like Lennie, the examples of his violence in the book are different in the sense that he is rather innocent and actually would not like to hurt anyone, he is just unaware of his strength. For example when he kills the puppy in the barn and also Curly's wife, he isn't trying to kill them or even hurt them he just has sudden reactions to things, which ends badly most of the time. He is not an aggressive person but just doesn't understand his own strength at all. Another example of this is when Lennie crushes Curly's hand, but only because George tells him to. Lennie says over and over after how he really didn't mean or want to hurt Curly like that, he simply did it because George told him to, and Lennie does everything that George tells him to do in the book. So there must be a lot of attention paid to certain acts of violence that are done with innocence, especially with Lennie's character. 
           Sexism in the book revolves around one character for the most part as well. The sexism towards Curly's wife is very evident and while trying not to offend viewers, the sexism of the time in the great depression must be taken into account. She is always referred to as "Curley's Wife" so we never know her real name. She is also always flirted with by the men on the ranch because she's the only woman there, and she has no job to do on the ranch, other than to house-keep and take care of Curly. With all of this, the character of Curley's Wife still must be a strong woman with goals in life, and dreams that she wishes to achieve. She fights through adversity everyday and still has those hopes and dreams, before her sudden death. The speech before her death must be symbolic as to the restricting feeling that the sexism had on her, and that while the men had rough times in the Great Depression, the women were even worse off in many cases. 

RAFT #1-

R.A.F.T
Role: George Audience: Himself/Others who would read the journal eventually Format: Journal Entry 
Topic: Lennie's Death
Dear Journal, 
                    Yesterday was by far the saddest day that I have ever gone through and I still am in a state of shock over what happened. The fact is that I shot my best friend, the only true friend I ever had in this world, he stood by me now matter what and I just can't believe that I shot him. I know that I had good intentions and it was probably for the best, but not having him around is making me feel sick to my stomach, I feel somewhat responsible for everything.  
                    What happened was Lennie had been left in the barn alone because all the rest of us guys were having a real good time playing horseshoes outside. We were all having a great time, then out of nowhere we got a call from Candy that Curly's wife was laying in the barn dead, along with one of the puppies, who was also dead. There was no doubt in anyone's mind who had killed her, it had to be Lennie. Gosh I was so stupid to have let him in the barn by himself, I just got so distracted from the horseshoe tournament. Of course Lennie was nowhere to be found, he had run away after killing her, and no one knew where he went at all. No one except me of course. I knew he had ran to that spot out in the woods, near the pond, where I had told him to run if he ever got into any trouble. The other guys were all already ready to go and hunt him down, and I knew they'd likely kill him when the found him, so I didn't have a lot of time. Thankfully I got to him before the others did, however I knew there wasn't much time and I felt I had no other choice, the other guys would just find him and he'd panic and be killed. Lennie was calm, and he was talking about the farm we always dreamed and talked about and he was happy. I couldn't let the others find him, I had to shoot him. I do take some comfort in knowing that he died quickly and while happy, because otherwise he would have been scared and frightened while the others killed him. 
                I feel somewhat responsible for the whole thing because I should have known better than to let Lennie in the barn alone with those puppies and Curly's wife. Lennie just didn't know any better is all. I mean I knew that we'd probably never own a big farm with a bunch of rabbits that he'd be able to raise, that was all a crazy American dream that could never happen to us, but dreaming with Lennie was one of the only things that kept me going in life. His optimism about things helped both of us get through a lot together, he was my only friend or family that I had in life and now that he's got I'm not really sure what lies ahead for me. I can only hope that Lennie is in a better place now, filled with rabbits and on a big farm like he always dreamed of. I hope one day I can have that down here, and even though it probably won't happen, I'll always keep dreaming. Lennie taught me to do that. 

Wednesday, 4 June 2014

Weekly Blog 18

In all honesty I can not wait until this semester is over. I am beyond fed up with writing these blogs, doing chemistry labs, worrying about homework being due and studying for tests. I AM SO DONE. I studied hard for that poetry test and if it brings my 83 down I will be super disappointed.

The whole concept that I always have work to do and I never have time to just relax and take a bath or watch a hockey game without worrying about finishing up something drives me insane.

I am also considering online english for the summer and if I do not like my grade I'll redo it first semester. But I really do need a spare both semester considering I suck at math and I'm in physics ugh.

I know that online english is super risky but man oh man I don't really have a choice.

Anyways, I don't really have anything else to rant about for this week.